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Not that anyone will actually see this, but you might or might not have gotten the reference above...anyway. Please do note that this online journal has been fighting the battle of neglect and time, often on the losing end, and really does feel like some sort of blue elephant that one's got to keep somewhat alive. For the sake of tradition, I suppose.
(K) Yuan here.
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it's all quite narcissistic, really.
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Date: <$BlogDateHeaderDate$>
Time: 11:05 PM
Author:(potassium)
Permalink: isolation →
FED. UP. HIGHLY. AH.
*bongs head to avoid cheery introductions* I'm seriously annoyed, fed up, BLAAHed. And not just by school. I feel like wrangling some chicken necks whenever i hear people tell me about oh, what subjects i should take, what i should be, how i should plan to live my life, how hard i would have to work to EARN MONEY to LIVE HAPPY, BLAH. FRICKING. BLAH. Money is screwed. Really, really screwed. Do you remember during the B.Cs when people butter traded? Well, money starts from there, as a convenient "object for trade", an object where you can trade all things for, and people started wanting more of it, becoming greedy and all, you know that all. (yes, YOU DO. I hope.) And now this whole society is based on MONEY. Study hard to work hard and then when you "have enough money", you go play and have fun at SIXTY. What happened to your childhood? Oh, childhood? You study lahr. That how you got this huge apartment, so many cars and money, and you deserve these 20+ years of rest. I mean, how can you rest when all your life you've been working?? It's like sleeping on comfortable silk mattresses for many decades and suddenly someone comes and takes it away, leaving you with only the floor to sleep on. You would be restless. We are all buried under this pile of human fabrications: exams, jobs, money, and much more frivolous things. And we are all told to accept it, and wise old people are just telling you to how to be like everyone else, and get over with this life and move on to the next, into a new character, into a new game, with the same rules. And i'm deeply resenting that. I am SO ANNOYED by this privilaged society. Sure, i'm taking my privileges for granted, and i know that, but right now I know i have to do this the first chance i get: Join an aid organization and live in Africa, and actually see, LIFE. Life at it simplest, life without all these utterly frivolous restrictions. And another thing. I almost always see images of people in Africa(it's a very wide catergory, but still) with sad faces and always shed in this light of pity. It's annoying, and it's like the women in Afghanistan; Men teach them that they are inferior to men, and thus they think that they themselves are inferior and therefore they become so. The world thinks Africa is poor and pitiful, and thus they would think so too, according to the photos.
Huh, who am i to evaluate Africa. I haven't even been there, merlin's beard.
I Can Only Rant, (KJ) P.S And i haven't even mentioned the trouble with my tablemates. I don't care lahr, they ought to know anyway.
I seriously cannot wait for June. I can't stand that place.
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