the shatter of earth's collapse

Firstly, i am REALLY REALLY REALLY sorry for the lack of posts. I don't really go online anymore, except to check stuff and farm. :B HEHEHE. Anws, check my tumblr for reblogged photos and stuff. Yeah. :D

I find it really annoying when people just assume that a fat person is lazy, overweight, blahblah. It might be hereditary, or he/she (especially a she) is trying, or just doesn't care ( okay in this case it's kinda bad, but it really depends on if the person becomes people-centred. Read the sucess book thingy from San, i forgot the name :D :B) I find it pointless when you go on a diet but it never works, so might as well eat alot and exercise more. AND DONT USE POOR PEOPLE AS AN EXCUSE. Really. It's insulting. You waste food when you leave stuff over just cos you're on an effing diet while people elsewhere are starving to death and you say "Oh, it's for the poor people!" and obviously the leftover won't be delivered to them, you freaking idiot. You have what they do not, and when you purposely starve that is being very selfish and equivelent to saying,"Oh i don't need this, but i can't give it to you, i'm sorry." Blah.

Okay that was to no one in particlular. :)) Just ranting. And i don't think that even happens often... o_O

Went to Sajja's house today to watch Closer after tootion. At first she wanted me to tell MMY that we're discussing the SOTA thingy, but then i just told her i've been working hard and i need a break, and she agreed (on the condition that i finish all homework before that. As always.[:) Oh did i mention the SOTA thingy? I am going to try out for entry to SOTA via theater. I know i'm not ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT, but i think i should be good enough, and Sajja says the auditions are apparently kinda easy. For her, at least. I'm going to try at least. Everyone (except Saj, she's quite elated) are skeptical of this, and to be honest i sometimes am too. MFY still thinks if i just go to the auditions i would end up as a starving artist. -.- But i tried telling them last time and they just shot me down, and i let myself, so this time i really don't want to end up saying,"I wanted to try for SOTA twice but i didn't." and miss my chance. If it's not meant for me it's not. I'll leave it to fate. I still have LD! (: I've realised i quite love acting. The stage, the lights on you, and you just showing off someone that's not you, and i feel awesome, though i might not be that good, but that feeling is seriously addictive. :D

We haven't recruited the Sec ones yet, auditions were moved to Monday. ): Oh well. I can wait. I guess. And i started using Chrome, which is much faster and quite adaptable, unlike Opera. Sorry, mate. :B And once again, thanks to the twins, i have now fallen in love with Switchfoot again. I'll leave this post at that.:B :)))