the shatter of earth's collapse

Date: <$BlogDateHeaderDate$>
Time: 10:06 PM
Author:(potassium)
Permalink: isolation →

and i got swept away;

Heyhoo,

  I need a vent. I really do. So if there’s any chance that PBs or Lex reads this, they WOULD have to think, about whom they hurt.

  C1 was at first, nice and mundane and all, until June or July or August or so, when i realized i didn’t really like the PBs, cos they tend to act phony. Twitts know about this, but i dont think anyone knows beyond that. After a few weeks, lex MSNed me(damn rare leh), and told me that she found them nice and funny and that i should really try to be friends with them. I told her i’d be nice, but not their bestest of pals.

  After that came the isolation; they “informed” dhandos to talk to me or sth and apparently found my “enthu ways annoying to everyone” and that i “should tone it down”. Oh right, i can SOOOO dress it down!! Just let it put on a nude coloured shirt and pants and DONE!! –.-What bothered me was that lex barely talked to me for through three days. She stuck with them everywhere. It never bothered me like it did the past few days, strangely.

  Dhandos had been kind; she allowed me to eat with her and Natat and Yi Heng.(:D). San was somewhere else, with Sam and all. Still, it was P4 all over again. And the wrath is constantly there, but switching to superconfusing emotions throught the day. The full anger only comes at night, while doing homework.O.o

  Karma does seem to exist; the guys from P4 all went to notsogood schools, and i think i was a little mean to San and Lex for a while and now i’m getting it. I just have to hope i didn’t get more than what i deserved.

  I feel like i’m throwing out one of the biggest mutual secrets of 1C1. Maybe i am. We’ll just have to see if it has an impact of Voldermolt(?!) or Grindlewald. Seeing SAJKINS* tomorrow, she’s coming for this fest thingy. Outta take my mind off things.

Cheers!

KJ!*